I got to read Gravitation volume 1 (couldn't b4). I own 2 and 3, and Kai gave me money to buy 4! Goin' to BN again! Woohoo. :P Why do I still like Nate?? Yes, I admit it. I just want to know whyyy. He doesn't like me... I just lie to myself every time I look at him... and get buried in my false infatuation. I don't want to hurt Kitsune. My heart tells me to love Kitsune, my body tells me to like Nate, and my head tells me I like Suzaku. HELP MEE!!!! @_@ I don't know what to do... Damn I hate men. Well I don't mean that in a literal sense... Shit, you know what I mean. n.n;; I've given up trying to be friends with Katsuro... Kai got drunk yesterday. She was visiting her dad and they had mountain dew with alcohol in it (they didn't know). I felt bad for her, because she had a hangover this morning. She seemed to feel better at lunch though. Got a kick out of feeling Amanda's baby move inside her. It's her 4th pregnancy, but the others were miscarriages... She's only 15. I pray to whoever's up there that Kai won't take the wrong path in life. Wow, for once I might be writing something interesting... Sephy wasn't in a good mood... John's being a jerk. He still has my story, too... I think I cheered her up a little in English, though. Mrs. Schlaff has us singing 'You Stole My Love' doubletime. It's like a speeding train. I still don't understand how my English teacher and my choir teacher can be married. They're so different! Mr. Schlaff is boring and monotone. A deep thinker who doesn't talk much. Mrs. Schlaff, on the otherhand, is upbeat and friendly. Best teacher ever. There must be some hidden connection... I guess opposites really do attract. Well I can't think of much else... This is probably the longest blog I'll write. See ya, space cowboy.
So bored... I'm writing a story with my OC's... and Suzaku actually likes it, even though it's yaoi. That made my day. And Nate actually thinks it's funny. Nate the big stupid homophobe. He probably won't like it later though... I wonder if John (Vincent) read my other story yet... I have to draw something for Mai Lan before tomorrow. Kichi skipped skool today, just because it was a half day and we didn't really do anything. Mr. Schlaff made us watch a documentary thing about illegal drugs. o_O The snow's melting... I can't believe it's almost March!! @_@ Wow, my mom will be 40 soon. She sure as hell don't look 40. I hate having a mom that's better looking than I am. n.n;; I miss her though... Maybe we'll get something when she comes back.
Kai and Katsuro are... well I'm not sure yet... Damn enter key is broken again... I got a new pair of boots for $8 (originally $40). New Shonen Jump today. Gravitation volume 3! yay. Mom left for Virginia this morning. Won't be back for a week. I have to draw a pic for Mai Lan... agh... I'm sick. *cough* Nate is oblivious to everything. Flirting with him is pointless. Well, I have my Kitsune. He's all I need. I think I officially hate Katsuro now. I have to go...
The world spins around me... and I just watch it go by...
Ugh... I had to stay after school yesterday until 9:30... @_@ We had to set up and rehearse for Boar's Head (this medieval feast/concert thing). Then tonight AND Sunday we have to perform. We're serving wenches. Woohoo. n.n;; Kichi and Suzaku are "going out"... again... Whatever. Nate says he's trying to be antisocial... He won't tell me what his problem is. I really don't get him. I got FFVIII. Yay. Now I have VII, VIII, X-2, and my bro has TA (which I'm gonna steal <.>
Didn't achieve much this weekend, other than eating and playing Final Fantasy VII for around... 6 hours or more. Now Kitsune told me he was in a car accident... He's ok, but his friends don't care about him... <_>In other news... I might be getting an actual job at my mom's radio station. ^_^ Only thing is... I can't tell my friends... or I'd be humiliated forever... o.o
I had a dream... about Suzaku. He liked me, and I liked him, but we didn't know about it. I don't know why... I don't like him. At least I hope I don't. I dream rarely nowadays... Maybe they're trying to tell me something. I don't know... I don't feel like thinking about it right now. I just want to be with my Kitsune.
Let's see... In 3rd hour Scott forced us to listen to techno... In English we watched the "new" version of Romeo and Juliet (with Leo Dicaprio) and it freaked me out... We saw part of the Talent Show. Big Nate and Jill Blakken-Strauss did "The Devil Went Down to Georgia" and it was kewl... Katsuro is sad because Fernanda doesn't like him... He's so desperate. He thinks he's a pimp, but what he really is is a desperate loser. He went out with Chi, me, Chi again, Leslie, some other people, now he likes Fernanda, and he's ALWAYS hanging all over Kai. -_-;; At least we have a 4 day weekend. Woohoo.
Katsuro (Jon) is starting to get on my nerves. He's always saying I'm "his" Kuri. I scream in his face, "I AM NOT YOURS!!!" :evil: After school today I felt really ignored... Kai (Abby) and Katsuro are hanging all over each other and no one cares about me but Kitsune, and he lives faaaaar away. I'm beginning to hate winter. I used to love it, but now I miss warm summer days and lying on the grass... *glares at evil snow* GO AWAAAAY!!! _<# Hopefully it'll be gone by April... -_-;;; I hate Michigan. Nate acts weirder every day... Suzaku (Mike) just doesn't love anything... Katsuro is too possessive... George is annoying... "Uncle" Andy is just ...there... Mac pisses everyone off... Lucas has been pissing me off since I was born... Trent freaks me out... Kitsune is too far away... >
Somehow... I can't help thinking... Nate is still cute... But he's an ass. I shouldn't like him. I have my Kitsune anyway. Everyone loves my moose. ^_^ (it's a plushie, stupid)
Today was a good day... I guess... I was kinda hyper. I got my purse back, finally. (I lost in in like September...) But I have a bunch of homework... n.n
Tommy and Dad went to the cabin, so it's a mother-daughter weekend. Mom and I went to Bellacino's, and we're going somewhere tomorrow. I wanna go to the movies, but there aren't any good shows playing. Bonding with mom is fun.... in an old-fashioned kind of way. I'm glad to have a loving mom. There are too many people out there who deserve a true family, but have to live with abuse...
Just got back from the Collage concert... I guess it was ok. At least we only had to sing one song. Even though it's stupid... and in Yugoslavian... x_x Hey, my hair will be nice and straight tomorrow. woohoo My brain isn't working... I forgot what I did at school...
I don't really like Nate anymore... He's not worth my time anyway. Kai said she's become emotionless... I'm kinda worried about her. I felt emotionless in 2nd hour... Harper is fighting as hard as he can to keep the darkness away...
