I got to read Gravitation volume 1 (couldn't b4). I own 2 and 3, and Kai gave me money to buy 4! Goin' to BN again! Woohoo. :P Why do I still like Nate?? Yes, I admit it. I just want to know whyyy. He doesn't like me... I just lie to myself every time I look at him... and get buried in my false infatuation. I don't want to hurt Kitsune. My heart tells me to love Kitsune, my body tells me to like Nate, and my head tells me I like Suzaku. HELP MEE!!!! @_@ I don't know what to do... Damn I hate men. Well I don't mean that in a literal sense... Shit, you know what I mean. n.n;; I've given up trying to be friends with Katsuro... Kai got drunk yesterday. She was visiting her dad and they had mountain dew with alcohol in it (they didn't know). I felt bad for her, because she had a hangover this morning. She seemed to feel better at lunch though. Got a kick out of feeling Amanda's baby move inside her. It's her 4th pregnancy, but the others were miscarriages... She's only 15. I pray to whoever's up there that Kai won't take the wrong path in life. Wow, for once I might be writing something interesting... Sephy wasn't in a good mood... John's being a jerk. He still has my story, too... I think I cheered her up a little in English, though. Mrs. Schlaff has us singing 'You Stole My Love' doubletime. It's like a speeding train. I still don't understand how my English teacher and my choir teacher can be married. They're so different! Mr. Schlaff is boring and monotone. A deep thinker who doesn't talk much. Mrs. Schlaff, on the otherhand, is upbeat and friendly. Best teacher ever. There must be some hidden connection... I guess opposites really do attract. Well I can't think of much else... This is probably the longest blog I'll write. See ya, space cowboy.