Due to the fact that I overslept yesterday, I went to bed at 4:30 am and only got two hours of sleep. Strangely, I was hyper all day. o_O Leslie has volumes 1-5 of Demon Diary!!! ^___^ I love my friends. Suzaku wants to know what I'm gonna put in the story... *laughs nervously* I don't think he'd like it, but he asked for it... Baka dorei... ^^ Nate's designing me a "dream house" (he wants to be an architect). Ah... My dilemma. As much as I want to get over him... I find myself flirting and goofing with him all the time (mostly in French class). And I have made a habit of petting his spiky head every day. I don't know what to do... Sure he's a dork, but his eyes... What is it that I find so interesting about his eyes? Is it the way they sparkle when we laugh at each other? I feel like a stupid lovesick puppy. Being confused about whether he likes me or is just playing along has put a lot of pressure on me. But what about Kit? He says he loves me... even though he's so far away... and I'm the kind of person who can't STAND seeing my friends hurt. Which reminds me of Chi... Lately she's been acting like a total bitch. "Nobody talks to me. Everyone just ignores me. blah blah blah" I do admit I should spend more time with her, but she's really getting on my nerves. That's why people don't like her. She acts like everyone should feel sorry for her. I know her brothers are annoying and she has all this "pressure". You have no idea how much I want to yell in her face: "Life isn't always gonna be nice to you, so shut the fuck up and get over it." Yeah, right. She'd never talk to me again. She gets upset over the littlest things. And besides that, she has to rag on every single fucking thing that ANYONE does wrong. She's always saying how anime is stupid and shit like that. I've known her since 4th grade, but man, she needs to chill. Permanent PMS or something. OK, I'm done ranting. n.n;; As if you care.
