Just got back from our spring concert. I guess we did pretty well. Mom loved "Beau Soir". That's probably my favorite... Madrigals rule. I can't wait until I get the chance to be one... maybe... Singing is my true passion. OMG... Mike Hilton kissed Nate Sterling!!! LOL Of course it was just a joke, but it was really funny. What is that one guy's name... dammit... Now I'm tired... don't feel like doing homework... at all...
It's 1:15 AM and I'm not really that tired... Suzaku dumped me on Thursday. I guess I should've posted earlier, but I was kinda preoccupied, as usual. I've drawn chibies of Kodachi, Harper and Kyuu. I'll probably draw more. I still have to draw those pictures for Leslie and Heidi... -_- I don't know why I can't just do it instead of putting it off. Next time I get requests I won't agree to do it unless it's something I want to draw. I haven't added anything to my stories in a while... I just haven't gotten inspiration much lately. I think I'm going to wait to start Toshi no Kaigan until school is over and I can put more focus into it. Why did I have to be born such a procrastinator? Our Geometry project is due in a few weeks... stupid Mrs. Anderson... -_- I want to draw more of Kodachi, just because he's such a lovable character... Eh, but nobody cares, right?
Yeah, I haven't posted in forever. Don't hurt me. I had like... bishounen overload after skool. It was wiggy. I was reading DNAngel (Dark is HOTT), then I found out that Allen can draw REALLY good (it so happens that he had a pic of Orlando Bloom), and then Mike hugged me and kissed my..ear... or something... So all the hotness, combined with being all hyper and overwhelmed by other ppl being hyper... Somehow made my legs turn to jello. O_o Very odd... Took me like an hour to get over it too. Damn men and their stupid seductive powers... Anyway... I have too many people in my head, and now Wiz-chan wants to come bug people... oi... I now have a habit of saying "pyon" and "that is not L337". MegaTokyo is going to my head. ^_^
Well, today was very... interesting. o_O Kai finally confessed that she's bi. However, I've kinda known that for a while (like 4 months) and I have no problem with it anyway. As long as she's happy, I'm happy. She also said that Kichi said she thinks she's bi too. I'm proud of Kai for admitting it. Even though of course, Chi has to tell the world. -_-# But I am very open minded. I have a great boyfriend and lots of friends that appreciate me, so I'm happy. Damn enter key!!! Mr. Glane is wiggy. In choir we get to wear flapper dresses. ^_^ hehehe. Andy is really annoying. He's all depressed about Sephy (Erin, who is now with Mike Hilton), and he keeps "pretending" to hit on me AND Suzaku! Well, mostly Suzaku. It's quite odd. o_O But Suzaku is cute when he's freaked out. XD Hopefully Andy will get over it. v_v I rented Devil May Cry 2 again... woopee. Mom's gonna try and quit smoking again. Tommy like... sprained or broke his toe... on my shin. o_O Brothers are stupid.
I been kinda busy lately... meh... Today we had an assembly, and I sat between Kai and Mike. He was fidgeting the whole time, and I kinda figured he wanted to hold my hand. I sorta ignored it until he put his hand on my knee. Then I gave up and took his hand, and you should've seen him blush!! That was funny as hell. ^_^ XD I saw Footloose yesterday, and it rawked. John wouldn't leave me alone about the stupid Choco/Mog thing. n_n Eh, I have to do my *late* English paper, so cya l8r.
Me and Suzaku are going out now. o__O I guess he'll be my first real "boyfriend". Katsuro was... bleh. But I'm happy so... yeah. I beat Cloud and got the Metal Chocobo keyblade. ^_^ I beat Riku in Hollow Bastion, which was pretty easy. Hmmm... We're singing "All That Jazz" for POPS concert... Woosh. We should do like... a video game theme or somethin. :P I guess I'm gonna see Footloose on Sunday, since we're "going for a drive" on Saturday. Er... yeah...
Suzaku said... he likes me... and I think I like him too... o.o aw Ahh must get ticket for Footloose!!! OMG, you should see Leslie and Erin in their 80's costumes! XD John keeps begging me to do the choco/mog summon, which would involve him giving me a piggyback ride. o_O I guess we've established an inside joke now. He's the Killer Chocobo, and I'm the Psycho Moogle. :roll: Kai is a Chocobo-eater. or something. I tried drawing a chocobo, didn't work. <.>
Me, Kai, Kichi and Megan went to see "Secret Window". It was pretty cool. I was the only one who wasn't all freaked out. :P Eddie let me borrow Kingdom Hearts... I got a kewl outfit at Hot Topic! ^^ Argh, mom's birthday is Monday and I still haven't drawn her something. -_-; Bleh. I had a dream... about Suzaku. oO Do I like him? I don't know anything anymore. I am now using Live Journal for my RPG and art info. I'm hollow_vitality if you wanna check it out.
We were attacked by the Killer Chocobo today. XD He and Kai were biting each other... o_O (The Killer Chocobo is also known as John Blocher) He stole my Gysahl greens! Agh! *rolleyes* This damn enter key is broken. _< Gr. We found out that Harper is bi today. Who is Harper, you ask? Why, he's one of the many people in my head! ^_^ No, really. Don't look at me like that! I think I have Multiple Personality Disorder. Woopee. XD I have this song from West Side Story in my head. "America" I like to add my own words, since I don't know the song well... "Everyone sucks in America..." blah blah blah XD I luff bein in choir. So many memories. Long live the Gilson! Woosh nobody knows what I'm talking about...>
Jon Mcdonald threw a wet sock at me... o_O Kichi's bday is today. She didn't seem much interested in the pic I drew, tho. I don't think she pays enough attention to Suzaku. I'm showing him how to role-play... funfun. Had 2 tests today... Acomplished [i]nothing[/i] in geometry, once again. Watched a boring documentary in English. The wolves were pretty, though.. We have to be tested on our individual sightreading in choir. Bleh. French is boring. Nate's not as fun as he used to be. He acts like he hates everything. Learned 2 fun words: semblables (similar) and chemise (shirt). Chemise sounds like "shmeez". Fun to say. XP
Stayed up till midnight playing Kingdom Hearts... woosh. Nate is driving me insane. Lucas is too, but for a bad reason. Have I told you about him yet? He's my cousin. (rrgh) Most annoying person on earth. He won't f*cking leave me alone!!! He has like brain damage or something. If it's just me and him, he can be like my best bud. But if we're around other people, he drives me bonkers. Chi has been in a better mood lately. She goes through mood swings like crazy. I can't believe they used to go out (Chi and Lucas)... errgh. -_-; Kai kicked Katsuro... She was just kidding, but he tried to kick her back and I blocked it with my leg. They almost started fighting. I wish he'd just leave us alone. Suzaku and I exchanged phone numbers on napkins (how original). He says he has ideas for my story. Y'know, I think he's probably the best guy friend I've ever had. Then again the total number of real friends that were guys I've EVER had would be... 3. Kit is second. And the other one is Nate. He had a [i]lot[/i] of hair gel today... o_O
I can't stand it... RRGGGHH!!! _<### *ahem* Yeah whatever. Mom came back from vacation yesterday. She got me some nice clunky shoes. They're kinda big tho... and they have no laces... n.n;; Mann, Kichi's bday is next week! I gotta draw her sumthin. Suzaku's getting her...balloons? oO Uh yeah. I think she should be nicer to him. She is his girlfriend, after all. >I would say life is a rollercoaster, but I like rollercoasters. lol. Wow, for some reason I can't think of anything interesting.
Due to the fact that I overslept yesterday, I went to bed at 4:30 am and only got two hours of sleep. Strangely, I was hyper all day. o_O Leslie has volumes 1-5 of Demon Diary!!! ^___^ I love my friends. Suzaku wants to know what I'm gonna put in the story... *laughs nervously* I don't think he'd like it, but he asked for it... Baka dorei... ^^ Nate's designing me a "dream house" (he wants to be an architect). Ah... My dilemma. As much as I want to get over him... I find myself flirting and goofing with him all the time (mostly in French class). And I have made a habit of petting his spiky head every day. I don't know what to do... Sure he's a dork, but his eyes... What is it that I find so interesting about his eyes? Is it the way they sparkle when we laugh at each other? I feel like a stupid lovesick puppy. Being confused about whether he likes me or is just playing along has put a lot of pressure on me. But what about Kit? He says he loves me... even though he's so far away... and I'm the kind of person who can't STAND seeing my friends hurt. Which reminds me of Chi... Lately she's been acting like a total bitch. "Nobody talks to me. Everyone just ignores me. blah blah blah" I do admit I should spend more time with her, but she's really getting on my nerves. That's why people don't like her. She acts like everyone should feel sorry for her. I know her brothers are annoying and she has all this "pressure". You have no idea how much I want to yell in her face: "Life isn't always gonna be nice to you, so shut the fuck up and get over it." Yeah, right. She'd never talk to me again. She gets upset over the littlest things. And besides that, she has to rag on every single fucking thing that ANYONE does wrong. She's always saying how anime is stupid and shit like that. I've known her since 4th grade, but man, she needs to chill. Permanent PMS or something. OK, I'm done ranting. n.n;; As if you care.
I got to read Gravitation volume 1 (couldn't b4). I own 2 and 3, and Kai gave me money to buy 4! Goin' to BN again! Woohoo. :P Why do I still like Nate?? Yes, I admit it. I just want to know whyyy. He doesn't like me... I just lie to myself every time I look at him... and get buried in my false infatuation. I don't want to hurt Kitsune. My heart tells me to love Kitsune, my body tells me to like Nate, and my head tells me I like Suzaku. HELP MEE!!!! @_@ I don't know what to do... Damn I hate men. Well I don't mean that in a literal sense... Shit, you know what I mean. n.n;; I've given up trying to be friends with Katsuro... Kai got drunk yesterday. She was visiting her dad and they had mountain dew with alcohol in it (they didn't know). I felt bad for her, because she had a hangover this morning. She seemed to feel better at lunch though. Got a kick out of feeling Amanda's baby move inside her. It's her 4th pregnancy, but the others were miscarriages... She's only 15. I pray to whoever's up there that Kai won't take the wrong path in life. Wow, for once I might be writing something interesting... Sephy wasn't in a good mood... John's being a jerk. He still has my story, too... I think I cheered her up a little in English, though. Mrs. Schlaff has us singing 'You Stole My Love' doubletime. It's like a speeding train. I still don't understand how my English teacher and my choir teacher can be married. They're so different! Mr. Schlaff is boring and monotone. A deep thinker who doesn't talk much. Mrs. Schlaff, on the otherhand, is upbeat and friendly. Best teacher ever. There must be some hidden connection... I guess opposites really do attract. Well I can't think of much else... This is probably the longest blog I'll write. See ya, space cowboy.
So bored... I'm writing a story with my OC's... and Suzaku actually likes it, even though it's yaoi. That made my day. And Nate actually thinks it's funny. Nate the big stupid homophobe. He probably won't like it later though... I wonder if John (Vincent) read my other story yet... I have to draw something for Mai Lan before tomorrow. Kichi skipped skool today, just because it was a half day and we didn't really do anything. Mr. Schlaff made us watch a documentary thing about illegal drugs. o_O The snow's melting... I can't believe it's almost March!! @_@ Wow, my mom will be 40 soon. She sure as hell don't look 40. I hate having a mom that's better looking than I am. n.n;; I miss her though... Maybe we'll get something when she comes back.
Kai and Katsuro are... well I'm not sure yet... Damn enter key is broken again... I got a new pair of boots for $8 (originally $40). New Shonen Jump today. Gravitation volume 3! yay. Mom left for Virginia this morning. Won't be back for a week. I have to draw a pic for Mai Lan... agh... I'm sick. *cough* Nate is oblivious to everything. Flirting with him is pointless. Well, I have my Kitsune. He's all I need. I think I officially hate Katsuro now. I have to go...
The world spins around me... and I just watch it go by...
Ugh... I had to stay after school yesterday until 9:30... @_@ We had to set up and rehearse for Boar's Head (this medieval feast/concert thing). Then tonight AND Sunday we have to perform. We're serving wenches. Woohoo. n.n;; Kichi and Suzaku are "going out"... again... Whatever. Nate says he's trying to be antisocial... He won't tell me what his problem is. I really don't get him. I got FFVIII. Yay. Now I have VII, VIII, X-2, and my bro has TA (which I'm gonna steal <.>
Didn't achieve much this weekend, other than eating and playing Final Fantasy VII for around... 6 hours or more. Now Kitsune told me he was in a car accident... He's ok, but his friends don't care about him... <_>In other news... I might be getting an actual job at my mom's radio station. ^_^ Only thing is... I can't tell my friends... or I'd be humiliated forever... o.o
I had a dream... about Suzaku. He liked me, and I liked him, but we didn't know about it. I don't know why... I don't like him. At least I hope I don't. I dream rarely nowadays... Maybe they're trying to tell me something. I don't know... I don't feel like thinking about it right now. I just want to be with my Kitsune.
Let's see... In 3rd hour Scott forced us to listen to techno... In English we watched the "new" version of Romeo and Juliet (with Leo Dicaprio) and it freaked me out... We saw part of the Talent Show. Big Nate and Jill Blakken-Strauss did "The Devil Went Down to Georgia" and it was kewl... Katsuro is sad because Fernanda doesn't like him... He's so desperate. He thinks he's a pimp, but what he really is is a desperate loser. He went out with Chi, me, Chi again, Leslie, some other people, now he likes Fernanda, and he's ALWAYS hanging all over Kai. -_-;; At least we have a 4 day weekend. Woohoo.
Katsuro (Jon) is starting to get on my nerves. He's always saying I'm "his" Kuri. I scream in his face, "I AM NOT YOURS!!!" :evil: After school today I felt really ignored... Kai (Abby) and Katsuro are hanging all over each other and no one cares about me but Kitsune, and he lives faaaaar away. I'm beginning to hate winter. I used to love it, but now I miss warm summer days and lying on the grass... *glares at evil snow* GO AWAAAAY!!! _<# Hopefully it'll be gone by April... -_-;;; I hate Michigan. Nate acts weirder every day... Suzaku (Mike) just doesn't love anything... Katsuro is too possessive... George is annoying... "Uncle" Andy is just ...there... Mac pisses everyone off... Lucas has been pissing me off since I was born... Trent freaks me out... Kitsune is too far away... >
Somehow... I can't help thinking... Nate is still cute... But he's an ass. I shouldn't like him. I have my Kitsune anyway. Everyone loves my moose. ^_^ (it's a plushie, stupid)
Today was a good day... I guess... I was kinda hyper. I got my purse back, finally. (I lost in in like September...) But I have a bunch of homework... n.n
Tommy and Dad went to the cabin, so it's a mother-daughter weekend. Mom and I went to Bellacino's, and we're going somewhere tomorrow. I wanna go to the movies, but there aren't any good shows playing. Bonding with mom is fun.... in an old-fashioned kind of way. I'm glad to have a loving mom. There are too many people out there who deserve a true family, but have to live with abuse...
